Halsey - Hold Me Down
“hold me down, throw me in the deep end, watch me drown
knock me out, sayin that I want more, this is what I live for.”
Gabrielle|19|☹☻
Halsey - Hold Me Down
“hold me down, throw me in the deep end, watch me drown
knock me out, sayin that I want more, this is what I live for.”
me: *calls someone cute*
rehab: are you over matty now?
me: *looks at someone*
rehab: are you over matty now?
me: *kisses my cat*
rehab: are you over matty now?
me: *blinks*
rehab: are you over matty now?
me: *sleeping*
rehab: are you over matty now?
I think I’m going to skip all of my classes today because I need a “me” day. The problem with “me” days is that I need them four times a week. The problem with me is that I’m very smart and very capable (or so I’ve been told) but my laziness hinders me. Laziness. They forgot to add procrastination, self-destruction, and the inability to leave my bed to the list. The problem with me is that I’ve dealt with this before but have no idea what to do next. I should email my past teachers and ask them what I did after I sent them messages excusing my week-long absences from class due to “personal reasons.” I should stop scratching my hand in case my mom asks me if I’m okay again. I am okay. I am doing fine. But I have an itch that I cannot place, an itch that changes locations when my fingers find it. The problem with me is that I will focus on it completely until it goes away. The problem with this feeling is that it never goes away. It has always been one large itch that I cannot place.
me in 2011: maybe i’ll get hot next year
me in 2012: maybe i’ll get hot next year
me in 2013: maybe i’ll get hot next year
me in 2014: maybe i’ll get hot next year
me in 2015: i guess it’s not happening
